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Tuesday, December 01, 2009 @ Hai...sian
“Always forgive your enemies - nothing annoys them so much.”

-Oscar Wilde




Hahahahaha I think this quote's very interesting.

Feel quite empty in mind and vapid by heart. =|

Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ Learning.


Exam over liao meh? What am I doing online again?

Sometimes I wish I can know a dialect, another language. However I say say only. Cannot stand myself.

I wished before that my parents communicate in dialect more often when I was younger, so that I would 耳濡目染. But no, I only know bits and pieces here and there.

I regret not learning, I hope to learn. Sometimes the urge to acquire a dialect or new language is very strong, that I'll get upset about it. Even sign language.

To be able to communicate in a different tongue...Zzzz.

Anyway I didn't realise that actually Leslie Cheung quite good-looking. =) Now listening to his songs.... And reading online texts. Ok at least I'm contributing to my revision (though not much) so I don't feel so bad =X

Left back's hurting recently I don't know why =(

@ People ending, I starting
For mech eng students today's their last paper! For me, it's just the beginning-.-'''

Anyway I very captivated by my colourful notes! Will show picture of it next time =)

I'm hitting (typing on) the keyboard REALLY hard o.0

It's like quite relaxed huh, my next paper this saturday but I enjoying myself. Later still gonna watch tv. My time table wrote that I should start my revision at night lol.

Ok what else.

It runs and runs but never flee;
It's often watched but never see.
When long it brings boredom,
When short it brings fear.


What is it? =]

Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 6:56pm
Last night, err or early today, I was listening to my MP3 (4?) to 933FM then I heard this long-time-no-hear song.

So just now I went to search for the title and youtube. I think last time Evelyn Tan got sing before leh o.0 There was this drama series french fries, burger, teenage pimple (direct translation from Chinese) then this song was the theme song I suppose.



不懂你的心究竟躲着什么
不懂为什么要我放开手
不懂爱情为何不长久
好想对你说,说不愿就此分手
你只是默默对我摇摇头
微笑说我们永远是做朋友
永远有多远我看不见
爱在一瞬间说变就变
你曾是我的地平线
想围绕你沉浮起落日夜直到永远
永远有多远我泪眼看不见
爱在一瞬间变成冷漠的拒绝
泪水苦又咸流成汪洋一片
情人和朋友之间爱太远
一天天天转地旋喧闹的世界不停歇
一夜夜夜长梦多躲进了回忆的枷锁
风花雪月的承诺烟消云散不再有
你还在说在说在说分手以后可以永远做朋友


Don't know why I look at the lyrics I find it very applicable to ...


I should study RIGHT. Like wth am I doing here T_T

@ 5.08am
Ya I can't sleep-.-'''' Due to 1) waking late [1pm?], 2) napping around evening and 3) drinking lemon tea.

Screwed bioclock. Yet again. If there's something I won't miss ever, it should be this. -.-

Anyway it's really upsetting. Don't I even have a final say to this? Hais. Uncle wants me to continue tutoring my cousin next year, however I don't wish to anymore. He doesn't take no for an answer =( This thing is jeopardizing our relationship la. I think he'll hate the sight of me unless I agree. Do I have a choice does he respects my decision who is he to tell me what to do.

I don't want to vilify him but hais. Am I his property to manipulate to his own use. Like me the slave like that. RAaaaaaahhhhhh angry ok shan't talk about it liao.


Just now while lying on bed trying to sleep I thought of typing this here:

我想谈恋爱!

Lol so random right.

Hmmm alright I shall go play games or something. Very pathetic; I don't have a single game in my hp la. I was quite O_O about it just now. Never occur to me that one day I might NEED games. Hahaha.


Early in the morning 6o'clock

Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 11:44pm
I'm here. When I shouldn't be.

I don't know what I should say lah-.- Feel like updating my blog but nothing to post o.0

Don't say I didn't try! Lols~

Some interesting facts

People fact:
Dream is a semi-conscious state where we have absolutely no control over our thoughts and expressions (unless we master lucid dreaming). Did you know that most of us spend six years or more of our lifetime dreaming? Research proves that all of us dream at least twice or more in our sleep though we may not remember when we get up. In 5 minutes of waking, half of our dream is forgotten and within 10 minutes, almost all dreams are forgotten. People who are blind from birth too dream. It is just that the dreams of these individuals are formed by other sense such as the touch, smell, sound and taste. During roman era some dreams were even discussed and interpreted in the senate as the dream was considered to be a God sent message for the mankind. Lucid dreams are considered those dreams where person can take full or partial control of their dreams. Most important fact in order to be aware that we are dreaming is practice. Writing down and keeping track of your dreams is very important. Second thing is noticing signs or triggers that can help us stay aware that we are in dreaming state. Once we start dreaming lucidly we could control the imaginary experiences in the dream environment. This is extremely important for people that have nightmares. Interesting facts is that our body is paralyzed during our sleep probably to prevent the body from acting out dreams.


Sports facts:
Women banned from running marathons.
In 1926, women were banned from competing in marathons because it was believed it caused infertility. After the Violet Percy from Great Britain who ran first official marathon, 800m was the maximum distance a woman could "safely" run. It wasn't until 1963 the next official time was recorded for a woman. Interesting fact is that Violet Percy is not the first women to run the marathon. Three years before her, Frances Hayward in 1923 finished Comrades marathon in 11 hours and 35 minutes (unofficially since women were not allowed to run this marathon).

Oops forgotten to credit! But just type 'interesting facts' in Google then it should be the first webby that I got it from. Ok at least now my entry seems more lengthy. K jiayou jiayou people!

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ Quite gaggy
I want to say, but I don't want to say.

K off to sleep I should be.

Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ My Study Plan


Hopefully I stick to it.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIAN!
Wanna separate this post with the previous one because the mood of post don't match!

This is an upbeat happy one!


This girl hor, was my primary 3 classmate! So long le, ten years already, and she is STILL MY FRIEND!!! A close one too =)))

Happy 10TH year anniversary!!!


I told her to meet because I wanted to return her the shoes she lent me, but that's just part of the reason! =X I wanna CELEBRATE YOUR BIRTHDAY LEH. Surprised or not!!!! I think she is hahahaha.
See she's smiling reading my card! Lol actually fake one I told her to pretend to be happy. Ben lai she no expression de, hmph!

Treated her to pizza hut, celebrating our 10 years of friendship and also her birthday. Hehe one stone kill two birds :D

Who says good friends have to meet everyday? Ok no one la. Hahah. She must be busy with revision now. I should too but no sense of urgency...

So 'ways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIAN! =)


ps I haven't use my blog as a platform to give birthday wishes for some time already I think!

@ 11:15pm Dilidaladilidala

Haven't got a new eraser for a long time. Bought this from Science Co-op a few weeks ago I suppose :X



Met Shanshan a few weeks ago also :X

Ok everything so lag!




I get turn off by seeing your face;
Maybe this is just a long passing phase.
Perhaps we are people of two different worlds,
That's why I feel that you get on my nerves.

oh hello stranger
Make me smile and I will be grateful for that.

Chips for thought
This 19-year-old wants her discipline and motivation back.

Talk it out



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